these past two days have seriously signified the beginning of summer and the end of my adolescence, which is terrifying, but also comforting. 

Timmy came home from school, everyone is all hanging out again and not depressed all the time, I actually have money for once, etc etc etc.

And next weekend is going to just be so awesome. Yes yes yes.

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Here it is! “Dozer”. Do enjoy ladies and gents, reblog, like, comment, and if you have a chance, drop by my ask box. I’m always fielding questions about my lyrics, or writing process etc. I’m not scary to talk to I promise :) 

Here’s the lyrics if you so desire to read them:

Well I’m praying for summer to come
and take me kiss my rotting cheek
yeah it’ll take me and kiss me awake
Well I know what it’s like to be sad
but honey, I’m not sad anymore
And I’m… thinking bout the birds
and how it felt in your car
or at the broken down birch
that mimicked our scars
and how your eyes
were puddles in you
I’m drowning, falling, flailing
Nothing I can do
Well I… sure know what it’s like to be sad
the thing is I just don’t feel it anymore
and I’m slipping I’m falling down
hand over hand, head over head
an IV drip:
Like morphine
Well I’d love to be able to keep you in my room
just hiding beneath my bed
and at night when I am lonely
when I am overthinking
I could pull you from the laundry catacombs
and we could sit and maybe listen to Conor
or Jessie, or Adam, singing those sad songs
we love so much, and we’d spill our guts
evisceration
And I’m… thinking bout the birds
and how it felt in your car
with my teflon walls
I thought nothing could mark
“I thought wrong”I thought as they fell
a model airplane unglued
you were dozers by the dozen
a one girl wrecking crew
Well I…I don’t know what my own heart feels like
I’d wager bloody, and insecure
But there’s space to build more muscle
And heaven knows I need that
Heaven knows I deserve that
an IV drip…Like morphine
just like amphetamines
You are in my veins (x2)

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I wrote a new song (well the lyrics anyways. I’ve been working on the musical arrangement for a while) and if you want me to post it let me know! And then (IF I GET ENOUGH FEEDBACK) I will post TWO new songs onto my bandcamp that you can either a) download for free or b) pay what you want. Yeeee. Anyways, any questions?

I’m wearing skinny jeans today for the first time in like, what, forever.

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I got dem vampire teef

am I pooping or am I just tired! You’ll never know.

collar bone sort of.

Oh hi #me #self #selfiesunday wait is today Sunday or Saturday?

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Day off from work tomorrow holla

So this one time I was filling out a job application to a grocery store and they had an employee questionnaire part of it and I screenshot it to remember how hilarious it was.

Getting pretty damn deep there aren’t we #21?

Really all I want is to look like M.M. And maybe to be any of the members of the band Slayer. That aren’t Jeff.

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New job swag. Today was tiring, but for once I have a job I’m actually diggin.

bags under da eyez